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the after birth

the bitter taste

of a dead love

ashes wrapped

in a long black glove
sorrow cloaked in cape

draped around

the sunken shoulders

of the brow beaten ship

only angels know

when the fools break apart

the joined hearts

the piper

awaits your take

at his gate

deathly desires

choked out

by the fire too soon

smouldering coals

i lay alone in ruin

the end all this time

time leaves me a cynic

for my own heart

deep emphathy

for other's departed

destroyed by a force

so bitter the strong hold

strangle, what nerve

the noose wrapped tight

around the neck

bruised

little room for pity

nothing left

for chance

the spirit dance

left you for dead

after he pulled

every single

blonde strand

from your aching head

grasped the last breath

in your bed

and left you with

an unvictorious crown

of unglorious thorns

damp blood running down

softly on the blackened cheeks

the silkened sheets disguise

there is no lie

some people just die

when the heart departs

from the soul

it once believed in

so true

the deep blue

turns the heart black

no turning back

the pain

unarrested

the life invested

detested

rotted out corpse

you still yearn

to burn the candle

at both ends

as in life

so in death

to keep near your side

the darkened bride

bide your time

the rose

never will grow

in hell

spit out the nails

the long train home

soul derailed

the attack is relentless

there is no cross to bear

noone hears the prayer

every hair is yours

skin prickled

with a shivering disgrace

picked apart bones

chopped wood burned

on the headstone

of mother's grave

engraved artistry

detached misery

love your company

hate your master plan

no more

the evil heeds

little need to

even the score

when time finally

stops the inner clock

the deathly gaze

dead inside

the spirit glides

in lovely grace

the memory

can never be replaced

the seed can't

be replanted

enchanted love

a dream from above

the ghost graces

the empty grave

where she stands

in twilight's

stillest silence

with the wilting

purple rose

of doom

the room closed

from further view

no longer to ever

begin anew

life turns it's back

on you

attacks

when you are turning

the deepest blue

wavering in fear

the blackest of nights

late is the hour

the harsh force

the powerful source

that seeks to seep

indiscreet

out the life

in the still

innocent heart

how unwarming

the charm is unfolding

into a a nightmare of death

a careless dance

one last night

of eternal romance

a coarse whisper

brutal cold

death like hands

cannot accept

this nod into night

afraid to be touched

by the corpse

who still wore

the rose

drooping

in horror

dangling

in sorrow

from his

pale departed

parted lips

the dalliance

an alliance

with an angel

somewhere

unplanned

by common man

unforeseen

the hideous tramp

that trickles

it's death dust

swept in time

under the fading rug

on the dawn of

wet dream

gone wrong

i do detest

the final rest

you gave us

unwarranted

unforgiven

stolen moments

a silent kiss

in the dark

detesting

the last

earth shaking

mind bending

death rattle

as the baby

cries

a tiny cackle

of hope

these new seeds

sown

do not go

unnoticed

death destructed

misconstrued from

too much space

in between the days

the blinding haze

of a light

in the frozen dark

the moods came in

and blew the flower

that lay between

the pillow and the hair

in braids

he cut those too

gutted open

darkened glory

the story never changes

tragedy in slow motion
the curtain call

i never heard

the last vows

spoken

between lovers

crushed the lovely spirit

brushed by death

the girl child

mild mannered

shy grin

never to return

ever again,

the victor wins

invisible man in action

evil in midnight play

keep the distance

the truest heart stays

love can never win alone

there's no entry

near God's throne

without the faith

that was borne

with the child

faith burns

the flickered

candle burns

hope into choking tears

of sorrow

and joy

mixed blsessing

or

a cocktail

from hell

the course the action

a twin force of deceit

a cruel unreaction

there's nothing left

that hasn't already

been seen

by the naked eye

little to burn

but the ashes

in the urn

the heart

no longer turns

and the world can burn

at your feet

you wouldn't feel a thing

but the broken bones in your feet

from dancing to the moonlit

sample of pits of false lit candles

that blow out

with every whisper

of love

promises

of eternity

crossed

through the veils

the divine rapture

in the dark

night

that crawls

on in your

mind

forever

sketched

etched

in cold stone

slumber

of walking

dead

the carpals

the carcus

the dead speak

winged angels

with hat

and feather

speaks beauty

moves weakly

in spirit dance

the defeat

the loneliest dance

a prance

across the grave

where the love

of your life

lay with a sword

by his side

while the others

come to hide

and take what's left

of yourtortured heart

how they try

to make it die...die..die...

the bell rings twice

the wounds bleed fury

in cold black blood

spilled over

into the mud

the ice pit

frozen in time

the stare

in mirror

the empty space

the place

the hole they dug

so they can erase you too

a spit back spitoon

and a back hoe

all that is left

in my flower garden

a tombstone and thorny rose

blood dripping from my nose

my eye

a bloody disguise

a purple suprise

i'm not delighted

with this life

will never abide

by it's laws

of nature

it's digusting

lack of grace

it's uncourteous

state of denying

the finalization of dying

with dignity

pin pricked fingernails

chipped to the bone

digging for my life

buried alive

wrapped tight

by the tightly

construed lines

in my own vineyard

what year shall we drink to?

e tu?

eres tu,

my eternal one